Saturday, October 16, 2010

Towards freedom

In your world, or in the world of thought is no freedom, there is only know and explained. And out of this known space you do not exists. Why we always run into this narrow and limited world of thought, knowledge, experience and ideas? Perhaps we think that only existence is explained and we didn't recognize something other. So, there is limitless freedom and space out of our system of recognition. If we understand this we can go out of limited into unlimited and unexplained world. It is important to see difference between this two stage, wordless and world of words, explained and unexplained, secure and insecure. Only our habit moves us to known, but when we understand and overcome this we are in space of total freedom.
What is happening when you sense light and something dark after it, and light again after? Did someone disturb you or help you? Believe system is made from knowledge and experience which are thought. So, light is life force without knowledge, pure intelligence, and dark is knowledge or life force without intelligence. Understanding which is pure intelligence clearing way for non ego living, perceptual living or natural living. We are free, without knowledge there are no recognition and no experience, no added memory and no repeated future, only eternal now. You can be free is different that you are free. There are no becoming process, nothing to achieve, no goal, nothing to do for better self, for better me. I am what I am in this moment or I am not. Coming from past is recognized and not used but something is happening without mining or goal. If writing is happening there is only writing there is no writer in this process. Read and you are, if you lose yourself in reading this text you are not. Then if you remember you are. And what em I? I am everything what is remembered, stored in my brain, all information, knowledge or experience or beliefs. I am my name, nationality, skin color, education level, all what I have. In one moment you exists and after a while you do not exists, when you think or chose you are, when you act without self you are not. When life is happening without you that is freedom, and when you are freedom is not complete.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

No path to nothing

Wisdom paths are only understanding of ego mind, there are no path to nothing. Just live with understanding every day, live without past, live without any memory from past event. When you live without anything you are free from everything witch is past witch is old. Everything is past, everything memorized is past, it is neural reaction from past to present so you can't see reality or real you. But when you understand this and look without memory you can see. In this looking sometimes you exists but sometimes you do not exists. When you sense that you are, do not try to remember what is happening when you are not, just continue.
We create many escape methods like future, desires, pleasures, security or gratification. None of these methods can help there are escape pads like religion, spirituality or conformity. We usually need these methods because old in us are afraid from reality, old information like believe system can't accept anything without them so we project life and don't live life. Only understand of this will make space for nothingness, society from our memory will disappear, silence will remain.
We usually talk and think from predefined pattern and it is very hard to work otherwise. And also we think as individual but are we individual ? Are we name, age, nationality, religion, skin or similar difference among people. What if we fill something out of this society programing. Can we sense old memory pattern and act without past. There is action from past memories and action in now. If I think and after that thinking I act there is gap and acting without thinking about ending of action is something different. Sometimes you just work without thinking or without a goal, just work or just live without any goal, without any purpose. No action, no purpose just doing or not doing till silence come, silence is always close but we do not sense it. It is not important what is, no recognition , no pattern , no explanation, no repetition and life just is. And who are you? Silence, nothing, just words, no logic for logic mind, no explanation and no me.